A taste of my own medicine

 I never had crushes.

 In my life, there's only one boy that I've loved before.

 As time passed by , memories fade. 

 There's not a single person that catches my attention. 

 When people surrounding me talk about their crushes , 

 I don't even give a shit.

 Not to say that I don't care about their feelings but, 

 I felt that crushes are temporarily. 

 No big deal about it. 

 When people talk about their problems of winning the other side's heart, 

 Saying how hard is it to catch his/her attention , 

I'll be like, 

 "Move on alright? You got a life to carry on. " 

 But now I've realised , 

 When you like somebody ,

 It is not really easy to let go and move on with another person.

When I was young.

When I was 10 , I want to be 12 . 

When I was 12 , I want to be 14. 

Never realised how fast time has passed by.

I always used to admire the adults . 

They can drive , they can drink , and they can do whatever they want. 

Adults can make decisions as they like. 

But little did I know, behind every decisions they make, 

There are consequences and sacrifices. 

As soon I reached the age of fifteen , 

I realised how foolish I am.

Time can't unwind. 

It is not a reversible reaction.

Once over , that's it. 

Nothing can be done. 

Nothing is permanent in life.

All of us are protected by our parents, including myself , 

We're like a snail, protected by a shell, which is our comfort zone. 

Once the shell is gone, we might not be able to survive . 

One thing about human is, we take things for granted. 

We expect things to come the way they are right now.

What if some mishaps or accidents happen?

Will you be able to stand on your own feet? 

Think about it. 

- random thoughts - 

Our Times.

He's gorgeous. He's hot. He's charming. I did not mention his name. But did his name pop out in your mind?

I Miss High School.

'I always like the height difference between me and swm. '

We took this photo using my phone when everyone was the hall listening to some educational talk.
I miss those times when we need to be careful for prefects and teachers so that my phone's in safe hands. 

We took this photo in my bag.
#deskmate #goals 

Ave Maria Convent (2011-2015)

Four of us in uniforms.
* I never liked to wear uniforms 

#Squad

Starting over

It's been so long since I last blogged. Looking at my previous blogs , I've realized how immature am I in the past. Well, it's not too late to be a different me. Pfft, I hope not. Anyways, I guess I'm enjoying my new life in Tenby right now. New people, new atmosphere , everything brand new. At least I have least stress there and surprisingly my results did improve compared to high school.  It's just April haha. Hopefully I'm able to do well in both AS & A2 exams.  Well that's all for today. 
Nights. God bless. xx 

'Every story has an end, but in life every end is a new beginning.'