2017

2017 

Was it a good year for you?

I don’t know

I do not want to know either

I had my ups and downs

It’s been tiring,hurtful,nervous,disappointed and thrilling as well

It's always been like this for every year,no?

2017

was it a good year for you?

I’m not sure

some people that had meant to be really important to me left but some people stayed on by my side

You know

Not all people in your life are meant to stay

You’re like in a train,there’s always stops

Some will get down at this stop, some will get down at that stop

And this stop you’re at right now, 

someone just got down

And that’s when you’ve completely lost this person 

But sooner or later,

 somehow

 in a few more stops, someone might board the train

Because people come and go

So it’s not a big deal 

Learn to live with it

and accept the fact that when someone's gone

it's gone

so appreciate the person while he's still with you.

I’m really grateful for the people that stayed with me by my side during my worst

Thank you 

I really mean it

Because not everyone is obliged to be good to you.

I dare not say, don’t bring your 2017 problems with you to 2018.But what you can do , the really least thing, bring part of it with you. Learn, gain experience and accept the fact that gone’s gone. 

Things have been rough for me at some points in 2017

But I know 

Tougher and rougher things lies ahead 

So embrace it 

Accept the fact. 

And When you look back on 2017, 

don’t think of it as a year of pain but a year of growth.

 You made it through each day.

 You should be proud of yourself. 

You are a better you despite all the hardships. 

Take a deep breath 

and enter 2018 with hope and confidence.

Happy new year

Hope you have an eventful one.

-K-

Promise

PROMISE

[prom-is]

noun

1.

a declaration that something will or will not be done, given, etc., by one:

unkept political promises.

2.

an express assurance on which expectation is to be based:

promises that an enemy will not win.

3.

something that has the effect of an express assurance; indication of what may be expected.

We've made lots of promises in life. But how many did we really fulfill. 

I'd leave that for you to think about.

I'm not good at keeping promises.

I admit.

I'm a shitty 'promise keeper'

Well it depends what kind of promises that I've made though.

In the beginning of last year, I've promised my parents that I'll 

study hard and get good grades so that I won't waste their money for investing for my pre-u course ( CIE A levels)

I think i made it through AS but I didn't do that well in A2. (I fucked up Mathematics) and can't seem to meet any university's requirement for the pharmacy course that I've been wanting to study since high school.Well that's , an unkept promise. 

I've also promise my mother that I'll only start dating when I'm in college and here am I, sitting at the corner of my room, typing this whilst crying. That, ladies and gentlemen, another broken promise.

I've also made lots of promises in the past and none of them are being fulfilled. 

I've learnt a thing or two in the past.

Don't make promises of the future, don't make the 'I'll be with you forever promises.' 

That's why till this day I'd never like to talk about my future.

I think I've made more than enough mistakes this year and I would like to never repeat them in the future. 

well oh look , you've just made a promise HAHA.

-K-